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Wish me the best of luck. :)
Sunday, I have an interview with a very important modeling agency that I signed up for several months ago. I’m so stoked, they said I could be in magazines and possibly become an actress. My life is turning around, And I love it. :) thankyou.
I know now…
…That there is a reason why we go through all the shitty relationships until we find that perfect person. The person that simply shocks you because they are so good to you. I mean hell, I’ve been with some guys that have treated me like pure shit, but you.. no, you would never disrespect me. You never have. Your amazing. Your all I ever think about and I never want to stop thinking of you, I love being by you. the smell of your hair, your ocean-filled eyes, even your cute little nose, I love you. and I know its right, I feel its right. I don’t feel lost, or confused or stupid. I’m happy, truly happy. & very confident. You make me feel so beautiful. :) golly, nicholas, I could go on for days about you, your my everything. I’m so happy we met <3
my god i love her. UH WHAT’S UP UK’S NICKI MINAJ?!?!?!?
LOl :)
Sometimes
He pisses me off but like I don’t want to tell him because I never want to hurt him. I always make him as happy as possible and be happy for him but sometimes its hard :/ idk…shitbrick lol new word of the month.
a few days left of 2010..
1. What did you do in 2010 that you had never done before?
Well I never went to jail before until this year, I never had a job. And I never would have met someone so special as Allen is to me. I’m really glad I got the job at albertsons and I’m so happy I met him. :)
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
haha I didn’t make a new years resolution last year, and Yes I am gonna quit smoking cigarettes for this next year resolution.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes, My bestfriend/Cousin Jena, gave birth to a beautiful baby boy named tristan.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, Thank god.
5. What countries did you visit?
none.
6. What would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?
my bus, a happy life, and a better job.
7. What date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
nov.-dec. the weeks that I had with my mom when we were not happy, and when I went to jail. Also, Dec. 1st, the day Allen asked me out :)
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
probably realizing That I love everyone I’m with and around and I would never want to hurt them ever, sadly it took me forever to realize that. and thats a big achievement for me.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not working hard enough, & not quitting.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I dont think so. except falling down a hill at the lake.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My new purse. :D
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
mine. lol
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
A few people’s. not gonna list them lol.
14. Where did most of your money go?
lets not go there lol.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
dating allen :D and everytime I see him.
16. What song will always remind you of 2010?
Hazy- William Fitzsimmons
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier
ii. thinner or fatter? The same
iii. richer or poorer? Richer
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Spend time with my family.
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
cry.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
I spent Christmas with my family at a family party, then visited my bestfriend.
22. Did you fall in love in 2010?
Yes I did! :)
23. How many one-night stands?
None
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Jershey shore lol teen mom
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Yes, people that pick on my friends.
26. What was the best book you read?
that one book with the mentally ill mand and his bestfriend. (english3)
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Avenged Sevenfold, although I knew them before I didn’t really know many of their songs
28. What did you want and get?
Great memories and I got those!
29. What did you want and not get?
A poloroid camera.
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
salt. and that new one with zach galifinakis.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
uhm, I had a lame family party, no one showed, it kind of sucked.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
my dad to leave me alone.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2010?
fairly attractive lol.
34. What kept you sane?
Allen. :) cigs.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Angelina Jolie, Nikki minaj, and johnny depp.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
idk lol taxes piss me off.
37. Who did you miss?
my dad..
38. Who was the best new person you met?
allen and everyone at work. also, Jennifer. lol
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2010:
i already told you.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
“let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.”
Oh boy, I miss you deeply. Tomorrow we shall share glances again and smile with sweet serendipity. (: I’m so thrilled to hold you in my arms, and feel the comfort of your warmth. Oh how I miss you so, so very much. To feel the desire in the tenderness of your kiss. To Feel the passion of your handsome tremendous smile. To look at you, And know that everything is alright as long as I’m here with you. Oh how I cannot wait to see you my love. (:
I’m so happy you walked into my life. I feel like I’ve been missing you for 17 years and now that your here, I feel whole. I don’t need anything else but you. I think I love you.
