Nothingness.

I can not wait til’ my baby gets home. I miss him so much

HURRY UP AND GET HOME JAKE! :D

(via 123-ashley)

nathanjefferygoss:

(via 123-ashley)

Tehe :]

BAHAHAHAHHAHAA me and libby ductaped ashley to my pole :D

geoffsbreakingpoint:

nathanjefferygoss:

123-ashley:

Ow. Im at like a screamo like show thing.. My friends band is playing in it. But this one band is plkayong and this dude like starts the whole screamo dance. He like just started swinging his arms and just jumping and like ran into me. Fuuulll onn. It hurt so bad! And this guy was big. I just moved back…. He didnt appologize or anything. Dick >(

Maybe He Thought You Were Cute :D

Maybe That’s His Way Of Flirting ;D

screamo dance? you don’t apologize to people at shows. what the hell? this isn’t a party.

 I’ve been to plenty of shows, and when you hit a girl, you have the decency to apologize, its called respect. I don’t give a flying fuck what they do. They better apologize to a girl. especially if she isnt in the pit. God damn. And most of the shows I go to with trenton and them, the boys do apologize when they bump into you. Just some guys are fucking disrespectful and will get their ass’s kicked by me. Shut the fuck up geo, I’m sick of your shit.

you were stitching up the seems on all the broken promises.

joshuaraysmith:

littlemissjessica:

joshuaraysmith:

littlemissjessica:

joshuaraysmith:

littlemissjessica:

joshuaraysmith:

littlemissjessica:

joshuaraysmith:

littlemissjessica:

joshuaraysmith:

My life is really in shambles. i hope something is seriously wrong with me i want to be homeschooled honestly. i can be sad all by myself, with no one to ask “whats wrong” its not like i can tell them anything or be honest. being honest would be bad, breaking my promise at which i hope to keep. i need some friends to tell me they love me.

i will not be at school tmrw, ill try to on tuesday, i mean i kind of half to. that stupid fucking debate, i wish they could replace me because of whats been going on. then ive got that essay that i need to finish up, hopefully my english teacher gave me some days to do it.

I love you so much Joshua, I know you can pull through. I believe in you. And I’m here whenever you need, even if you think I don’t understand. I can just sit there and you can let it all out and I will just simply listen. alright? I love you. What happened with the doctors? and dude I can’t even finish my essay. haven’t even started the debate. I’m dieing. Like seriously, I’d rather take an F now. I feel under pressure and too stressed to finish. I’m starting to give up. But like I just want to get it over with it.

i love you too. you know i wish i could believe in myself too, but everyhings falling apart now, im the lonliest ive ever been in my life. Im pretty sure i cant do anything about it ither. i dont want to talk about it ither that much ither. its something i need to sort out WITH the person. but i feel like its litterally killing me. Nothing happened at the doctors but i have a different appointment with another doctor.

okay good, I was worried sick about you and the whole doctor thing. Well if you don’t want to talk about it, thats perfectly fine. Just know, I’m here for you if you need anything hun. okay?

well, theres still something wrong w/ me, but they dont know what it is yet.

:’l I hope nothing bad. I’m going to pray for you. have you finished your paper at all? i think I will just start on my debate paper tomorrow but I’m only on my 3rd paragraph on my research paper and im about to cry because its too hard. My outline is too hard to follow and she said we have to follow our outlines. So am I allowed to change my outline later? god, I’m on the verge of crying.

my essay isnt due till wens. i doing my debate paper tmrw, and just change it, say you changed it cuz it sounded better.

Oh so like send her and email and tell her that? or should I tell her whats been going on at home, and the fact that I waited til’ last minute because everything thats been going on. You know how understanding santeezy is. So should I email her and ask? or do you think its too much of an excuse?

just be straight up with her, be like, you waited till the last minute and it doesnt go off the outlike, yakno. shell understand.

Okay thankyou.

are you on myspace? i really need to talk.

Yea I sent you a message.

2012

Just watched it on surfthechannel. and I’m ballin like a baby. Great movie, Great theme. Just shows an amazing perspective on life and humanity And love.

I've decided

For my birthday. This is what I want to go down.

friday-Shopping spree, go wild with friends, buy a shitload of clothes at my favorite place to be, forever 21. :) yessssssssssssssss.

saturday- I want to go on a picnic with jake, lay down a blanket at a park and eat sandwiches, and talk :) then to his show and party like a rockstar.

sunday-go to the movies to see new moon with the fam and jake. then sizzlers for dinner.

Things that need to be done before hand:

-research paper„„„fuckkkkk. Debate paper…..fuckkkkk. Spanish and math homework.

-Thanksgiving..ugh. not excited for this thanksgiving.

-spend time with jake :) <33

I got it all figured out for this week. I’m so thrilled. :) <3 Happy 16th birthday to me. I hope. Well I’m head to bed. I have spanish and math and research and debate papers that all need to get done tomorrow before 8, including shower and straightening hair. I want to go to bed early for once so I won’t have to sleep during every class and have a shitload of homework lolol. Alright? I love Josh, Jake, justin f., and everyone else nighhhhhtttttttttt<3 :)

the 29th,

is my birthday. thats this next sunday. I have no clue what I am going to do. I am turning 16. And I want it to be really special. Frankly, because this week has been shitty as hell. And We didn’t really celebrate my birthday last year. Hell, they forgot last year…. What ever should I do? any Ideas?

Plans ruined. boredom. homework. lovely.

woohoo i have visitors coming! :D

Jake hurry up and get home, I miss your sweet voice.