August 2011
2 posts
one. two. three.
I hope everything gets better for me soon :/
July 2011
1 post
June 2011
2 posts
Wish me the best of luck. :)
Sunday, I have an interview with a very important modeling agency that I signed up for several months ago. I’m so stoked, they said I could be in magazines and possibly become an actress. My life is turning around, And I love it. :) thankyou.
I know now...
…That there is a reason why we go through all the shitty relationships until we find that perfect person. The person that simply shocks you because they are so good to you. I mean hell, I’ve been with some guys that have treated me like pure shit, but you.. no, you would never disrespect me. You never have. Your amazing. Your all I ever think about and I never want to stop thinking of...
May 2011
1 post
February 2011
1 post
Sometimes
He pisses me off but like I don’t want to tell him because I never want to hurt him. I always make him as happy as possible and be happy for him but sometimes its hard :/ idk…shitbrick lol new word of the month.
December 2010
4 posts
1 tag
a few days left of 2010..
1. What did you do in 2010 that you had never done before?
Well I never went to jail before until this year, I never had a job. And I never would have met someone so special as Allen is to me. I’m really glad I got the job at albertsons and I’m so happy I met him. :)
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? haha I didn’t make a new...
November 2010
15 posts
I cant let go of you; without lifting a finger, your holding me back.
I think
I found love.
October 2010
4 posts
I'm sinking.
drowning in anguish. Slowly gulping bits and pieces of unhappiness. Losing air. Losing breath. :/ I’ll finish this later.
Today
I let go and cry.
Holy Shit.
I haven’t been on tumblr in ages. haha. I miss venting on here. How is everybody.
September 2010
6 posts
I am covered in skin.
No one gets to come in.
Roadtrip with mom tomorrow. Gonna take many pictures.
Hopefully, I’ll be feelin’ so fly,
like a G6. lolololol
I want to get completely faded, completely fucked out of my mind to get rid of this pain. I know thats not the right way, but I’ve never been able to get to the point and I think I keep smoking everyday because I haven’t been able to make it to that point. That point where everything is nothing and your mind is spinning so fast that your in some other world, some other time. I want to...
I need some time to lick my wounds.
Venting.
Its sad. Sad that I come here to vent. I can’t run to someone and shed all my problems to them and have them fix it. I’m covered in skin and I’m human and I have problems. So many problems, atleast in my eyes. I don’t know where I’m going with my life. It really doesn’t feel good to not be loved. I’m not okay. I act Okay. But Im not okay. I want to be...
August 2010
18 posts
I’m hurting. Deep inside. And I wish I wasn’t but I am. I miss you dad. Wish you felt the same. :.(
Memory lane today
I thought about you today, before you talked to me tonight. I was at that Jack in the box acrossed the street from your moms house. It reminded me of the day you and Trenton picked me up for the show and you bought him and yourself a smoothie in return of him giving me a ride. I smiled.
Amber
Go cry about it to your mother. Just because we have a little chit chat every now and then, doesn’t make us friends again. I’m not the only one that’s changed so stop blaming everything except yourself. Learn from your mistakes and get away from all the bullshit. You have friends and your happy, that’s enough, right? It’s not, is it? Well you should have thought...
I don't know what I want..
&& its killing me..
Wow
This day turned from really good to really fucking shitty.
Your a
Fucking bitch sometimes.
I still can't see
Why you hugged me today and think we should be all buddy buddy again… I don’t think I could work with that, no matter how much you plead. I can’t get over what you did..
Sometimes tumblr irritates me with all the stupid fucking idiots that I’m following. They think they are cool and all that jazz. To me, it’s pretty fucking annoying but I’m stupid for following you and bitching about it. I guess I just read your tumblr
to see if I cause you any emotional pain. Sometimes I
really I want to shove my fist
down your throat. Your sooooooooooo...
What do you do..
When no one is there for you?
I’m so upset..
What do you do..
When no one is there for you?
I’m so upset..
