Love.

You see this boy right here? This is allen. I am falling in love with him. I haven’t known him long and I would never say this unless I was absolutely positively sure. With any one else, I have felt like I wasn’t as attached as the other person and I didn’t care a whole lot about how the relationship was. I mean I cared, just not as much. But with Allen its different. I would do anything just to be with him, to hold him. If he wants me to quit doing something, I would do it. Even if he didn’t care that I did something wrong, I still wouldn’t do it because I want to be a better person for him. I’ve never had this feeling of closeness, of passion. Not until I met Allen. The second I see him, My heart melts. And every single kiss feels like the first time; breath-taking and desirous. We can never say goodbye, even if we are going to see eachother the very next day. I feel so complete when I’m with him. The little things he does makes my day, like when we sing in his truck together to country music. Or when he says “pretty boy swag” haha. The way he looks me in the eyes, god do I adore that. The fact that I can watch a sensitive love movie with him and he doesnt complain, he actually enjoyed it. I love the way I can tell him things and be comfortable with him. I feel like I can share anything with him and I know he is here for me. When I’m sad, he knows, and he never fails at making me feel better (: when I’m not with him, I’m bored and thinking about him like crazy. Am I insane? I love him.